{"product_id":"kittenish-by-tamiko-nishimura","title":"Kittenish... by Tamiko Nishimura","description":"\u003cp\u003e\"On a bitterly cold and rainy night a friend came to stay. Silence hung heavy in the fading light, and I felt a  dread of the long oppressive night ahead. Staring directly at my friend I felt a kind of impatience, of repugnance, of annoyance. I could run away any time. I began to think I really shouldn’t be here, but then, strangely, something began to dissolve inside of me, and my perspective suddenly changed to that of a cat kept in a woman’s room or an insect living in a kitchen.\u003cbr\u003eIn the darkness, or in the dazzling sunlight, I am suddenly overcome by the sense of a gaze, as if “somebody is watching.” It’s not necessarily the gaze of a person. I cannot help thinking that the gaze of something inappropriate is directed at me,  wrapped around me. But of course it is me looking at myself and, on the contrary, I am simply there on my own.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eIf I took photographs, having abandoned my identity as a woman, I think this would leave me with no sense of reality. This doesn’t mean that I take photographs with a conscious sense of being a woman; just as from birth a man is a man, without being simply a woman, for me there is no beginning.\"\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"DoBeDo Projects","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":57308338848118,"sku":"DPB 0033C","price":30.0,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/checkout.dobedo.com\/products\/kittenish-by-tamiko-nishimura","provider":"DoBeDo Projects","version":"1.0","type":"link"}